Me Getting Distracted!

Sooooo! I deactivated my Facebook account in order to keep aloof from the habit of wasting time by re posting useless posts etc. but Now i have found another addiction, Twitter -_- Whaaatttt??! (I ask to myself) I think I have completely lost it! I wanted to focus on my prayers and prepare a repertoire of prayers and blessings during this month for the Judgement Day BUT! yes its a capital BUT, I have started to waste my time on another social media website. sigh.. I would definitely like to mention that Twitter is wayyyy more better than Facebbok, atleast I dont have to read lovey dovey statuses and posts with dumb people tagged on a pic discussing how a pic can be judged from different angles (as if their critical appreciation is much needed!) anyways, so I should be going now and do something constructive! Adios!

some more muttering!

I am not a great writer, but I aspire to become one someday. People of my age have achieved so much that I feel so small and useless... I think I should stop being so self derogatory and muster up some courage in what I am doing. I dont need this world's approval all the time. I try to polish myself by learning from my mistakes. I hope this is a step towards becoming a better person rather than just thinking about the problems I have and split my head into two with extreme tension. I do try to improve my vocab, but for that I have to be a voracious reader. I have been completely cut off from my reading habit because of my work and because i am dependent on my brothers to get me some "food for thought" in my hands! sigh...

Ramadan

What to write and what not to write! everyday i whine (to myself) about not writing anything here but do nothing about it. Finally I got a chance (And battery in my laptop) to spill my heart out here. so Ramadan has just started and i will be having my 6th sahri tonight InshAllah. This Ramadan made me realize all the wrong things i had done in the past. Its not that i was not aware of them earlier, but i think I have grown up in a short span of time into a little different person than I was. I hope I pay attention to improving myself.

Lucid like Water

Now my blog looks much better! thank God i rinsed all the crap I had written here earlier, it was not crap actually but i now realize that its better for me that its gone. Past few days have not been very fun, although i went out with my family for dinner and enjoyed myself! I love when people around me are happy. I need to control my temper, ALOT. its becoming a hindrance in my way to work, success and building a relationship with people around me. hope i work out something to digress my anger whenver it comes and hits me with its spikey horns!