New Year!

So much for the New year.. the last post i just published is suppose to be my first post of the year.. yayyy! hey did i tell you.. this is a lunar year.. I dont know whats so special about it other than the year having 366 days instead of 365.. Big Deal.. ppfftt... lol. I am surely going to do something out of the world and fantastic this year.. that would make me proud of myself.. P.S: all this was said in an extreme level of drug dose and hyperbole.. None of it should be taken seriously :D but no seriously! I should start a new venture or adventure for that matter to engage myself!

Bored to Death!

HEYYY! okay I am not that much excited. lol. I am boreddd.. extremely bored.. dont know whats going on around me.. just want to escape from this mundane life and go for a holiday! not that i have been working day and night that i am craving for a holiday now.. but just to switch my mind of the usual anguishes and dilemmas boggling it daily! I want to enjoy myself.. tired of the same old shit that keeps going on the tv.. i wonder how my mum bore this sorta life all these years.. this just makes me realize that i am wasting my time on nearly nothing.. eat, sleep, read.. thats all i do and all that is left to do for me.. The world is shrinking i think..

Phewww! Relieved..

Thank God I didnt give up! thank you my soul for holding back! thank you for not letting in to all those temptations and worldly addictions! People are so mean! they just try to tear apart souls which are meant for eachother.. they need to find their own soul mates rather than engaging others and breaking some couples jsut to get what they desire... this might not make any sense to people reading this.. but I wanted to right and speak my heart out.. I have won.. i have conquered the temptation.. and this is all what i needed to prove myself.. I hope i have backed the right option! Allah help em out! please stay with me in these trying times! You are always there to solve my problems and i know this time too, You will exceed my limited expectations... Thanks for everything Allah!

Dreams and Reality

So last night, I was telling my friend that i blog. I was fascinated when she told me that she writes poems every now and then. I said i just write this blog to give a vent to my feelings which i can not share with anyone, not even someone close to me. Anyways, i asked her to give me an idea for writing a new blogpost. She was kind enough to give a topic to me right away- dreams and reality. I surely am pretty interested in writing about it. Well, what  can i say? Dreams are very important .. without dreams i dont think anyone can achieve a high pedestal in their life. Some people dream to turn it into a reality and some just dream to find an escape from the real world. In both cases, dreams play an important role in elating their hopes in some way. Where some people would see those who try to find an escape from reality through dreams in a scathingly criticizing manner, i would say dreams are some times playing a role of drug to their lives. The reality has become so harsh and thorny for them that instead of keeping suicide as an available option, they try to indulge in a world where the things are moving on their fingertips. Dreams become a life saving option for them and they cling to it as long as they are  alive and undisturbed by any worldly affairs. Reality is not always harsh but what you make of it. The world outside treats you the way you want it to treat you. This was a reality check given to me by one of my friends, well i agree to it. Never over or even under estimate yourself. Both are terrible extremes and will harm you in someway or the other. I dont know where this particular piece of writing is taking me. I dont really think hard before writing here. Hey its my blog page after all! lol..
I, on the other hand would like to commend the efforts people take to achieve their dreams. Those who strive hard and work towards a better goal are the ones who have actually lived this life. No wonder their names are written in golden letters and people recall their names with great relish and joy. I wish i could do something that people could remember me in their good books. anyways i would like to take a rain check on this topic now, i need to think and re-think. I havnt done justice to this topic yet.  

Creating Confusions

This bloody laptop is a pain! all that i had written here so far just vanished with a single click.. argh!!
So i have taken up the task of writing again some of the most boring stuff you can ever read. lol. did i just underrate my work by myself? this is pure blasphemy. so here I present you a classic piece of writing never penned down in the history of writingdom. :D anyways i will continue the same theme that i was discussing in my last blog; yes i know, its been a long time since i touched this very sweet blog of my own but hey! i did get back to it, it is about Harry Potter. I must admit, this book has clearly kept me under its spell the moment i finished it off. I was completely going gaga for it for a whole week, discussing every scene and every character with a dear harry potter fan friend of mine, He was generous enough to listen to my new found love for this series as he had been quite familiar with it quite a long time ago. Nevertheless, its better late than never.
Discussing books, I just recall a recent news i read regarding our very own shoaib akhtar penning down his own autobiography. These words were engraved in my mind more because of the whole controversy and hullabullo it has created in the media world. I am waiting for that book to publish (if it crossed this stage with safety) and get my hand on it so I can discover what lies therein that created such a fascination for every news channel to report it out in capital captions. Till that time, me signing out from here and hope to return soon with a new scoop of new experience in my life.

Potter Mania!

Boredom is really taking on my nerves these days, I mean seriously! I know there are thousands of things that I can take interest in and start them as a hobby to kill time but I don't have the desire to start any of it. That reminds me I, finally out of some strange mind, have taken up the task of reading Harry Potter. It is due to the favor of my 10 year old cousin who left his book at my place and then my mind started craving to read and discover what lies there that attracts millions of readers towards it. I am just on the second chapter right now and by far, to tell the truth, it certainly has astonished and fascinated me with its almost perfect writing style and characterization. I hope it keeps me engaged like this till the end.

So stupid or Not so Selfish?

Am I the only most dumbest person alive on this world? there is a whole context related to this question I just asked. I have quit my job that I was doing as a content writer, I had informed my content head around one week prior to leaving it so that he can find a replacement and is not landed in hot waters cause of me. As per the agreement (mind you, there is no written agreement, we just work by the word of mouth) I decided all the work that was assigned to me. The problem is that I have not received my pay yet. Its been 15 days ahead of the time I should have received my pay. and God knows when he is going to transfer it to my account,. My mum and my aunt kept telling me that ask him to transfer the pay first and then you will submit him the rest of the work, but it just sounded extremely odd and silly since I had been working with him for the past 6 months and I sorta knew he would not run away with the money. Was I the one who trusted him blindly and did not pay attention to my elder's advice? or should I have some patience and let some time pass and see whether he gives it to me or not. By the way, I have also emailed him today that I need to know about my pay. I hope he replies back, and its a positive one. -__- please God!! prove all my inhibitions wrong!!